Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Things I'm Freaking About RIGHT NOW

So I think we can all say based on my last post I tend to freak out prematurely. And I'm totally comfortable admitting I'm guilty of being a freak out kinda girl...it's just what I do. I'm the farthest thing from the laid back and don't really vibe well with going with the flow. I'm a planner, and when things do not go as planned I freak...plain and simple. Call it type A, call it dramatic, whatever you call it that's just me.

Right now I'm sitting in the airport in NYC waiting for my 7:00 flight. We've already been told it's not taking off until 9:45pm. I'm on standby (with about 50 other people) for the 5:00pm flight which is taking off at 7:45pm. Hubby had scheduled to take an earlier flight so he could make it home for his grad school test tonight...so I'm ALL alone. I've been here for 2 hours already, am bored out of my mind so why not blog about it, right?

Freak Out List
- What if my plane doesn't get out tonight?
- What if I have to give myself my shot tonight, in a airport bathroom no less?
- Where the hell do you sleep in an airport?
- My I.phone is almost dead and hubby took the charger. If I do get on this plane I'm not going to be able to read Breaking Dawn on my I.phone Kind.le...dam it.
- I seriously can feel my ovaries, is that from the injections? Which by the way I'm loving, piece of cake as long as I don't have to do them, and I ice until I can not feel my skin!
- I just went to the bathroom and had some high school style ewcm (Chicago bloggies you know what I'm talking about). It's cd 7 (wtf) and makes me very curious how my follies are doing, will find out at my ultrasound tomorrow...assuming I get out of here.
- Will I be too tired to watch Lost tonight when I get home, IF I get home...who am I kidding, the answer here is HELL NO...there is always time for Lost.

Phew, so you can see I'm on the edge of an enormous freak out, but haven't jumped quite yet...learned my lesson!! Crap, my flight just got bumped back again to 10:15! I swear there is some rule about how long flight crews can work in a day, and these bump backs are making me VERY nervous. Wish me luck girls and tomorrow I'm planning a major day of blog catch up!!!


Anonymous said...

Good luck! I hope you make ur flight!

Kim said...

Oh gosh being delayed at the airport sucks!!! Hope your flight leaves at the postponed time...and you make it home quickly!!!

Anonymous said...

Good luck! I hope you make it home tonight and I hope your appt goes well tomorrow!! Thinking of you.

R.J. said...

Hope you make it on that plane soon. Good luck with your follie check :) My IUI is scheduled for Fri so it looks like we'll be sharing part of our 2ww again :)

Shanny said...

Oh man I'm sorry we are keeping you in NY, that sucks that it keeps getting delayed! I cannot wait for Lost but I'll be watching it tomorrow with hubby, I feel like such an old woman knowing you will watch it tonight no matter what lol

AplusB said...

I hope you make it home tonight! Waiting at the airport is the worst...so boring. Hopefully you can get on the earlier flight and don't have to give yourself the inject.
Um...as for the high school style EWCM, I noticed it on Clomid. It was crazy abundant days 5-9ish and then went away before reappearing prior to ovulation. Maybe it's rising estrogen??
Hang in there tonight!!

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The (Type A) Nightmare said...

I so hope that by now you're almost home. Your post sounds JUST LIKE ME. We are "Type A" sisters. I always freak out prematurely... before it's even close to time to wig out. I get so busy stressing about the future that I can't sanely see the present.

Anyway, thinking about you, sending hugs, wishing you luck! And really hope this month is wonderful!

Littlest True Blue said...

UGH...flying is such a pain!!! hope you are now on the plan and getting excited to watch lost! i'll think of you at your appt tommow (pls think of me at my hsg!!!)

Secret Sloper said...

If you need a place to crash for the night call me--I'm a short cab ride away and have a (very small) extra bedroom. I'll e-mail you my cell in case you're stuck.

Crossed Fingers said...

I've been stuck in an airport before - I ended up crying at the ticket counter when they CANCELED our flight home. I think they felt bad about my melt down - I ended up taking a flight from California to Washington to Detroit - red eye no less. I hope you were able to get home OK!

Anonymous said...

NICE on the high school-style CM! :) Love it. I think that means the injects are WORKING!!

I hope you got out of there last night. I go crazy during plane delays. You just want to be home already. Hope it made you made it back last night and that your monitoring appt went awesome this a.m.! xo

Anonymous said...

Glad you made it out of there... and I just saw your tweet. Those numbers are AWESOME! I'm so excited for you. :)

Geochick said...

I freak out all the time and don't go with the flow either. It really sucks when infertility is involved. Hope your flight took off!