We go together like PB&J

So the other day my hubby said maybe the cutest thing ever to me. He told me that every morning when he make the pb&j's for our lunches, that after he's done he looks to see which one is the better sandwich...the one he would want, and then gives that one to me. Awwwee, my heart melted right there. Such a little thing but it just totally sums up my guy. He's awesome, he's my best friend, and we just go together...like perfectly, if that makes sense. And I feel lucky every single day that he's mine!

For starters, he's not technically a morning person...but does deal better in the am than I do. So hubby gets up every morning, does his morning routine, feeds the pups, makes our lunches, comes back up and gets me up...sometimes he literally has to drag me out of bed (I shower at night so I can just brush my teeth and go), and I come downstairs and he lays everything I might need by my purse because my brain usually isn't functioning, since I woke up about 5 min. ago. He's amazing, he does this every morning and never complains! If the roles were reversed I know I would be bitching every day!

Hubby is also incredibly hard working, it amazes me how much effort he puts into his job. Most nights he doesn't get home until 7, and then he works most of the night on his laptop...not every night thankfully...but he puts in a lot of hours. The hard work has most certainly paid off, as he was just recently promoted and was the youngest person to reach this particular level so quickly. And while he enjoys his job, I know a big driving force is him wanting to be able to support me, and hopefully one day our future family.

And on top of all this, he's just the nicest guy you've ever met and would literally do anything for anyone. I mean he went to the frickin premiere of s.ex in the c.ity with me, even though I was seeing it three days later with the girls...need I say more? And all of these things just make it that much harder every month when we get a BFN. This guy is seriously meant to be a daddy, you should see him with our dogs. When Bella had surgery he worked from home the whole week and sat by her side all day every day. He's patient, and understanding, and is so excited about creating this amazing life for our future family. He so deserves it, which is why every month not only does it break my heart we aren't pregnant, but that I can't give this to him.

As we head to the next step of this journey I know he'll continue to be the amazing supportive hubby he's been so far. Dealing with IF takes a toll on the hubby sometimes in a very different way than for us...and I'm sure a lot of guys out there would not be so willing to deal with all the bs that goes along with fertility treatments, but luckily I got one who is. And I value that immensely. He'll give me every single shot without batting an eye, and will do everything in his power to make this process as easy on me as possible. And all I can hope is that at the end of this we finally get that BFP, because I'm frickin dying to have this man's babies!!

So I just want to say thank you, for being there, being my rock, remaining optimistic at the times I no longer can, and reminding me every day just how lucky I really am. Love you baby.

***Oh, and just to clarify my RE isn't Dr. Kaplan (G&B's RE), mine just works in the same practice as him!